July 6th, 2007


10 o'clock is 7am in Spain

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Five hours and counting for Los San Fermines de Pamplona. I've gotta rush thru this, so it may or may not make sense. I've got Ana Garcia on the brain. Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia, Ana Garcia

July 13, 2005 was a memorable day for me. Check the archives for this day and see how special it was. I've been looking for interesting stuff on the web, but I don't really remember how I got to aolstalker, but what I do know is that I'm using it to track a block called losingfatgirl. But just like anything else on the Internet, it's useless to me.

After a bit of exploring there, I stumbled onto siterunner which I concluded would be good to keep my meta info up to date once I figure out how to include them in my renovated homepage. I get a lot of spam on one of my eMail accounts and I was curious to see how and why. I did a search for my user name, using aolstalker, and that's what lead me to siterunner, which I've tried accessing info from leads like http://www.spao-body.com and http://losingfatgirl.typepad.com as well as a variety of other URLs. Between these two sites, I stumpled onto this LAWeekly article dated July 14, 2005, the closest I could get to the thirteenth. Also, thanks to aolstalker, I discovered a racey gangsta blog called In the hat for which I found the formatting interesting. My main objective is to read a few blogs back to see how and what I missed in the current mayoral relationship issues as well as DA scandals. I know there must be something that provoked the journalist to lure Villaraigosa into bed. I also want to scan the archives of this blog for entries made the week of July 13, 2005.

That's all I have really done today, besides created a second cassettte tape of the news at 6 o'clock. Does anybody know where I can find a transcribing machine for cheap? I try to get these entries done by 5 o'clock. It gives me reason to believe that it gets read by AG before six.


So little time…

Originally uploaded by blanket sin.

Despite what I've said that may have ruined any chance I might've had to reunite with a exgf, I think it's only fare that I be allowed to put my foot in my mouth again. The way I feel about Ana Garcia is twofold because she resembles a lover in my past.

I would like to pause her to clear something up. I'm asked at work sometimes, by co-workers with an eye for fashion, whether or not I think the picture of the model isn't attractive. Then they flash the page of the magazine they're reading. I'm only a man with normal instincts for women with a rack. I'm a cold person, though, if I'm not experiencing the closeness I would like to experience with sex goddesses, with the right person. I'm not gay, so don't even go there. You know that expression given to princesses with nobiliity for the crown? Lady in waiting. Well, I'm the dude in waiting who's been humbling whistling dixie on the sidelines for this very opportunity.

Okay, back to whatever I was chewing on. A face to face meeting with Ana would bring closure to a very devoted admirer. (Gawd, I'm just remembering last night's nightmare right now) Let me assure you that I'm no stalker. May I also say that I'm not vulnerable to harm myself either, if I'm rejected to the point of getting in trouble with a reprimand/restraint. I am simply taking the only possible path most ethical in contacting a very special person I've lost tracked of over time. Jeez, the other day I wrote a fan letter and I stress when I do these things because I'm thinking of the cuckoos you hear on the news who literally stalk their favorite celebrity. That is not me. I feel strong emotional attachments to her, but only because I think she reminds me of someone. Of course, regardless of that, I would jump at the opportunity to marry her, but I'm easy.